The 5 Mistakes I Made While Hiring Our First Babysitter

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Raising children, while juggling personal and professional priorities, always warrants a degree of help and support. I was heavily advised this early on so when Bodie was 8 weeks old, I set out to find a babysitter. After a dozen interviews, I seemingly found the perfect woman, K*, who had years of tenure working in a long term capacity with families and cared about things I cared about a lot like education.  It turns out I got the process quite wrong: 

Referrals

Two days into K being with Bodie for a few hours, I knew it wasn't going to work.  What I had discounted in my process was the backgrounds of the families that had given K such wonderful referrals.  She had previously worked in a full time capacity for parents who both worked in challenging careers.  I had breezed over the specific point of feedback that that K ran the roost. I am clearly one to be possessive of that role so while K was a great asset for families who were willing to hand over the reigns, she and I were already going to battle about everything from sterilizing to diaper rash cream.

Timing

I'll never know if K had come into our life a couple months later if I would have been more open to her help but 8 weeks into motherhood, I was still absorbed in the novelty and not willing or wanting for my own time outside of Bodie.  I resented K for showing up and felt immensely displaced as I searched for something to do with the hours that she was in my home (I know how ridiculous that sounds).  I had felt pressure from all my peers' nanny hiring chat and dove into a process well before I was personally ready for it.  I still feel quite guilty that K was collateral damage - more on that later. 

Role Clarity

As I was hiring K, my eyes were somewhat glazed over from reading baby development charts in all my spare moments. I loved her spirit for music and reading.  I got so carried away talking about things like her cute potty training dance, I missed the minutia like baby laundry and dishes.  My lack of focus there translated into K's lack of interest in the domestic goings on that I did actually need help with.  

Energy

In hiring K, I hired an entertainer for Bodie and forgot that I would have to mesh with her myself.   Her high energy and lovely focus in singing and dancing turned into a very dramatic and grating personality with me (again, I was 8 weeks in so I was likely on edge too).  

Trial

K had been advertised as such a catch and in so many ways she really was a Mary Poppins character that I jumped right in after two interviews and a playdate where everyone was on their best behavior.  So when I knew within just two more meetings that she wasn't a fit for our family, breaking up came with guilt because in committing to us she had turned down another job offer.  For several weeks afterward I felt stressed about the impact my bad decision had on her livelihood.  

The good news....

When Bodie was 6 months old and I felt ready to return to consulting two days a week, I hired a babysitter with my lessons learned. One year later, V* is Bodie's best friend and I can't imagine our life without her.  She has a grace and calm that makes my time with her just as enjoyable as her time with Bodie.  I hired her when I was ready to trust someone else and when I was clear on what I uniquely needed for our family. 

Even better, the other day I spotted K in our indoor playground with a baby a little younger than Bodie.  She landed on her feet with another family and I couldn't be more relieved.  

What advice do you have in hiring caregivers for your family?  I'd love to hear! 

 

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